Been abandoning this blog for awhile and finally realise I needed to write.
Things had been drastically different from where I left this blog's moment till now. Family members' chaos, workplace change, studies ended and another journey started. Most heart wrenching moments is when you left.
Some quick updates of my recent piece of mind. Grandma's sickness been up and down and family members had had a huge fight. An argument that Ive never seen before and it results everyone's relationship will not be the dame forever. Such a sad case that even brothers and sisters and be that nasty when it comes up to money. How could a person be like that? For what I know that from now on, everyone would be so arkward to see each other and I have no idea how am I gonna face them all when Im back.
Management change and certainly quite a few policy had been adjusted. Even the GM is deffirent and budget talk and cut down staff and blah blah blah ==. But I manage to survived, Im glad :)
Im graduated as a Diploma holder and current pursuing my Bachelor of Business. Though Im not a business minded person, still Im taking it as it benefits my future later on. So gambateh again on my tougher uni life now and I guess I'll be alright Lol
Last thing Ive wanted to touch least. You left. I know I should have moved on and no point staying in the same spot but somehow it's just hard for me to do it. You will never imagine how my tears dropped at nightfall and how many times you came across my mind. It's like a poison. Things that I used to do and places where I used to go, I cant do it anymore and even I did, it hurts. If I have a flower everytime I think of you, I could walk in a garden forever.
Life still moves on. People change but it doesnt mean you have to stop in the spot. Be brave michelle, you will have the day that you'll be glad :)
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