Recover soon

:'(

I was afraid that I couldnt make it in time.
I was afraid that any more bad news would reach my ears.
I was afraid that I cant stand it anymore.

My heart was twisting as if somebody just pinch it hard.
My tears wouldnt fall because I tried hard to hold it.

But,

I will be strong and have courage to face it together with you.
I will pray hard and make sure you get my blessings.
I will be happy and do the my best in my life.
I will not let you down.

I promise.