Uncertainty

What am I thinking?

I dont know.

Why should I care so much?

There is no point because your mind is not on me.

One big thing that I hate - The uncertainty.

Clubbin'

Ok. Here is the story.

No idea which day it struck Elaine's mind that she suggested we all go clubbin on friday to chill ourselves out (be honest, we're like enjoying every single day LOL). So, we all agreed. Crazy 4 is in and the addition of elaine and nicky made the night go blast !

Zin aka the chimpanzee was struggling whether to go bcuz there is a nice game of football at night, hah bro settled it with a 'fierce growl' and he obeyed obediently xD Dressed up in clubbin mode and of we went for the famous club in darling harbour -- HOME. [sorry for the lack of pictures cuz I'm not the one with camera LOL]

The first impression I had for this club was luxury and crazy. Totally suits us to be there chill out and it turned out to be as good as I expected :) 3 floored building with extremely nice bass for dance floor and blink blink lightings for everyone ! The party was joined in conjuction of mina's friends bday party, so was quite a large group.

It started at 11pm and we went in found out already heaps of human being there going crazy @@ Ridin' solo was the song that welcome us and we totally stripped our jackets off and join the dance floor xD Due to the lack of alcohol, everyone was sort of still stiff and havent warm up. So off we head to the bar and get ourselves Jack + Coke [fyi Jack is whiskey]. Started with some alcohol and everything seems to looks good.

Crowd was filling in the dance floor and we're sort of cramped in the middle. Jeez == believe me you really need to be 'pushy' enough to push people around to get out, if not you will be knocked down before you knew it xD Clubbin was actually going crazy in order to get fun. Hit on some alcohol and dance in the way you like following the beat and rhythem was totally in heaven.

I know you would think that I'm a bad girl in this stage. But this is not what we usually do everyday. Once in awhile go out and have some fun was good for you to relax and approach to people ;) But never ever touch drugs when you're in there, otherwise even god cant help you when you're caught. Im serious. DONT !

Haha, so ended our night with couple of mcd's to fill our stomach up other than alcohol. Grab some chips and talk all the way to 4am in the morning. [mom if you're reading, Im so dead LOL] Then we decided to get ourselves some sleep since Elaine had to go melbourne the next day.

3 of us going the same route hopped on taxi and head home. Sorry again for the absent of pictures but check it out on fb if there is any tag from other's camera ;))

Hey guys, let's go Bamboo next time !!! Hit the floor !!!

Recover soon

:'(

I was afraid that I couldnt make it in time.
I was afraid that any more bad news would reach my ears.
I was afraid that I cant stand it anymore.

My heart was twisting as if somebody just pinch it hard.
My tears wouldnt fall because I tried hard to hold it.

But,

I will be strong and have courage to face it together with you.
I will pray hard and make sure you get my blessings.
I will be happy and do the my best in my life.
I will not let you down.

I promise.

Besties

Hey there.

It had been one year since I came to Sydney. Since I had only college and work, my network of friends were not a very large group. But still I found this group of creatures which is compatible with me. Stupid stuffs we did, happy and sorrows we shared, these had made me go throught my life without parents aside and my whole year here pretty smoothly. So I really love them much !

Crazy 4 we named ourselves which contains 4 kinds of animals :)))

- Me, Mina aka grandma, Zin aka chimpanzee & Adrian aka bro -

No need for me to intro them, you guys already knew. So lets have some pics talking.

from left: adrian, zin, me & mina

normal us before goin crazy ><

last week

cant even stand quiet for a minute, sorry thats us ==

Oops forgot to introduce a new face to everyone--another pretty girl from taiwan, elaine ^^ welcome to the family, wheeeeeeee XD

It's not that these are new post but I just had a sudden urge to share that we really had been having very good times together and I just appreciate them.

Mina - the one I share all my secrets with and shared all the problems she had. She is the first person I knew in college, hah and now she is my best friends. Usually the one who go nuts with me but sometimes so brilliant and serious XD [super duper crazy match - checked :)]

Zin - the computer freak ! Solve all my technical problem from laptop and electronic devices aka human form GPS. He is always the one online and would go heaven nuts with me no mater what. Even the single smallest thing we can chat for an hour (imagine a large one ==) [super duper crazy match - checked :)]

Adrian - bro ! hah, my bro was tough one, lol. The rational and irrational ones. working freak last year but finally get infected by us this year and work less. All my problems and sometimes adult advice which i need in substitution from parents comes from him, big bro !!! But if you ever go crazy with him? pls, control yourself bcuz he will control you @@ [super duper crazy match - checked :)]

So crazy 4 will continue their journey in Sydney and people, stay tuned :))

Freezing @@

OMG !!!

What is wrong with the weather? Its only the beginning of winter and we're yelling cold. Imagine a month later @@

We became ice blocks >.<

Even when the sun is out DO NOT i repeat DO NOT think that you can wear less. Put on your clothes !!! cuz the next minute before you know you will be shivering and regreting you should grab your sweater or scaft. This is serious !

Whatever, gimme the sun !!!!! >"<

I thought

Dear diary,

I thought I had put it down.
I thought I had it burried and wouldnt be brought up again.
I thought I was going to see some sunlight and get some relieve.
I thought I will not feel it anymore.

But I was wrong.
Those were just my thoughts.
I spend weeks to build the high wall and you blew it just with your existance.
This is so not fair.
Why I have to bear with it?

Fresh start

Aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh !

I just feel like screaming ! Goin back college was so awesome !!!
Meeting with friends ;)
Meeting with lecturers ;)
Finally have something to do and too bad I actually miss assignments a little bit cuz too bored ==

But anyway I really love going to college. Absolutely like it.

Business Statistics> another maths class which have histograms, probabilities and distribution

Event management> the field that I would like to put my foot in future. went pretty well cuz that lecture is super talkative xD

Accounting> turn out as boring as I expected ==

Strategic marketing> had an Agentina lecture with a funny accent. Have to focus on what she is trying to say @@

Muahahahahaha, Im laughing here now cuz I had 4 High Distinctions and 3 Distinctions out of 7 subjects. Pretty cool heh? I know... *evil smile xD

Alright, will come to you and report if any interesting happen again ;) For now, I gotta enjoy my life..

chao ~