OH MY GOD !!!!!
Its been soooooooooooo long since I've update my blog, very truly sorry. Ive been enjoying and living in the comfort zone at home and everythong seems to be too lazy to do, hehe^^
So, Im back to Sydney land and It's been almost about 5 days. Everyday was quite interesting until now. Many things changed and I had to get used to it. I changed my course, thats the big matter. It affects my original plan here for getting PR and I'm not sure i still have the chance to be eligible to apply anymore. May be i can, but it needs time and until that long i need to figure out something that works.
Well, it's hard to make the decision actually. I'm not sure whether i will regret or not but i will try to stay focus on what i had to do now and dont look back. If not, i would kill meself for doing it wrong. It's true, do you ever have a feeling that you can make the decision yourself sometimes and when you decided to change, you regret. Thats the last thing i wanted in my life. It's not that this is something i can do it again or do it another time. This is it, I had only one chance to get it right and get it done.
Many issues were involved. My interest, the PR, my future, time, money and everything. I cant play around this time, i need to get head still and think of what i want now. Get serious and things are going on around, get smart and work hard. Earn some money amnd most important good reputation in everywhere especially big hotels that i can get my hands on. Let them see that im keen to work there and hope that they will continue hire me and i will have no worries after that. By now, I have to study hard and get my results good. The rest, it's up to destiny.
And now that i've changed, thats the only path i can walk on, there is no way back. Fight or you die !!!!!
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