Heart wrenching

I have no idea what happened to myself. Did my heart just wrenched?

If yes, why?

Jealousy is something that you cant control. It just happen to be like that and you just happen to feel it.

Whatever man, I dont wanna have this feeling,

GO AWAY !!!

Skiing

Omg.

I cant tell how happy and excited I am to go snowy mountain and eventually learn how to ski. Thats was the most beautiful scenery and sport I have ever had in my entire life. Snow isnt something that you can see in your daily life especially if you're in a country without four seasons.

Just like I am, originated from Malaysia which is a super HOT country except its a little bit cooler during the rain. You would be suprise of how your mind actually works when you see snow in your own eyes. And Im saying real snow people, not artificial made that you get in like some ice house ;) White layer cover everything land, cars, trees, bulidings, just like in the movies where the western countries snows. Even when you're skiing, you're covering in snow :))))))

It was already late when we arrived on friday night at Jindabyne. So showered and went straight to bed cuz we still need to get up at 7am the next morning to start my ski journey, woot woot ^^

It doesnt really snow much the first day, it was kinda more and ice than snow, cuz when it falls on your face, it hurts >"< ! Like someone throwing tiny pieces of rocks on you .. haha but anyway, it was still great fun cuz Im taking a 2 hour lesson to learn actually how to ski, hah !

It went well actually ;) Learnt how to stop, that the most important thing. You dont wanna end up stucking youself up in some pretty high slopes and cliff, and not knowing how to ski down cuz you cant stop. That would be very pathetic, cuz no one's gonna come and rescue you except the ski petrol. They act like security. Come and pick you up if you're injured or stuck ==" I consider very embarassing though !!! >"<> times, EPIC FAIL MICHELLE !!!

Argh, cant believe I actually did that. 5 times. Omg. I know Im in first day, but still .. pretty embarassing though. Even the kids and ski better than me, ;((( But luckily, I fall only 3 times the second attempt. Hah improvement ;))

4pm arrived and we head back home to shower. Had a really nice dinner which the 2 housewives put up -- Roast chicken, salad, meat pie, sweet corn and most importantly,

apple pie and ice cream for dessert !!! YUM ♥

Went to bed with a FULL stomach and my arms are killin' me ! To be honest my muscles aint fit as before when I was in high skul, plus I put on some weight already, the stamina had actually gone down pretty much ;(( No where else hurt except arms >"<>

I survived without a single fall !!! YAY !!!

Oh man , so happy and I wanted to shout to every one that "I did it" ;))) You just cant explain how the feeling was, from something you dont know and till something that you mastered it and work throught it, it was only amazing that I can tell ;)

So I dont wanna bored you, here are some pics (check out more in facebook)

the snowing hours while Im skiing (taking with numb fingers XD)

all the vehicles are covered with snow ♥ so lovely

see how thick the snow is? this was -3 degrees LOL

me covering in snow, haha even though just 2 seconds ;))

So, having confident to ski up there was a good thing, but time concern was a bad thing. It just happen too fast that we had to head back Sydney already ;((( I hate it, I wanna continue >"<

AWESOME ♥ !!!

I really love it very muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh XD

*I would dream to go there everyday from now onwards >"< *

Life

Hey guys, come over an awesome and meaningful article and I decided to share some interesting phrases.

There you go:

Small things you do in your life , shows your Attitude towards life.

Everything happens for a Reason.

Success, Failure , Frustrations , Depression , Sadness , Happiness everything happens for a reason. Life works in a mysterious way and takes us to our destination.

Your passion lives in every thing you do, even how you treat people shows your passion.

A true friend is somebody who makes your life better.

Too much of anything is bad, so take a break once in a while.

Sometimes you have to earn your respect.

You see, some people actually figure out how to treat life better and be wise. But why there are still many people that don’t want to listen and be helped? They locked themselves in the dark room and do not allow anyone to come in.

Humans are supposed to help humans. That’s the only way we could survive and live in the same planet. There is no such thing as YOU and ME, it’s all about US.

So wake up people, let’s enjoy our life since it is not very long and never be long enough.

Most meaningful quote of all :

Life will knock you down. You can choose whether to get back up.

Contact Lenses

Olala, ok Im following the trend now to wear contact lenses XD

I know I said contact lenses wasnt good at all and blah blah blah but you know people change their mind and I did. Follow the flow of trendy contact lenses and allowing your eyes to change colour, well not that your eyes change colour but you put colour on it LOL (forgive my weird explanation) was what I did yesterday.

Gone to the city and get my eyes checked, got my prescription for lenses and hah here I bought daily coloured lenses ^^ Gray and Hazel hoho, gonna be a vampire soon ;)))) like it like it XD

But then the prob is I dunno how to wear it and most painfully take it out. Oh god, take me ages to do that man, my eye lids cant stop blinking @@ man how am I gonna wear it then ??? *gulping salive down the throat*

Anyway I have to learn as well, cuz I may be needed in the future, haha, so wish me luck ^^

Oh yea, by the way Im going snowy mountain 2moro guys ;))) Seeing real snow !!!!
YAY !!!!
Here I come, hahahaha XD

Outings

Haha. Yes, we went outings again ^^

This time out target is Bondi Beach and Ice Rink.

Too bad the ice skating was too crowded and we end up playin in the beach ==" With our clothes half wet and went for ice skating again == freezing man @@

Anyway, photos were too much, go facebook and check it out ;)))



Hehe, yes I love them so much !!! I Love Crazy 4 !!!!

Wheeeeeee ~

Thanks Baby ;))

YAY !!!

Finally my computer is back to normal or actually I should say is better than normal ;)) Thanks to Zin the computer pro fix it all up and took away all my dumbness and stupidness in comp stuff.

A big applause to you ;)) Will reward you soon, dont worry .. hehe XD

By the way I should carry on with assignments, ciao ~ ^^

MSN virus !

ARGH !!!

Im goin crazy because of the MSN virus attacked !!!

I've never been good in computer or rather I should say pretty dumb at it. SO when it comes down to fixing probs I would go mad @@

And now Im currently in this stage, struggling to fix and yet I dont know how ==

Im gonna fix it asap, or you will see me on news headlines 'Teen girls go mad with MSN virus' LOL

Ciao ~ (Argh !!!!!! continuing....... )

Time to get started

Time flies. This is so true.

Past few weeks had happened a lot and I dont like ending my 4th term. College had been so nice and well of cuz thats my gang that made up all of it ;))

Assignments are dued and exams are creeping in so wouldnt be comin up so often. Hah, but my hanging outs wouldnt be less. Hohoho, how can you stop hanging out? You would be bored to death man xD

So wish me luck in burning midnight oil yeh? ;))

Sixth Sense ?

Ok you are so not gonna believe what I'm going to tell you. But it's the truth, even if you dont believe I wont point a gun at your brain dont worry xD

Great, here's the story.

I woke up and got ready to class as usual routine on a wed morning. But something different was that I had a very weird feeling waking up with me, a nervous one. Now dont ask me why because I aint got any idea as well. It just follow me around for the whole morning and afternoon in college. I was sitting in the lecture hall and this feeling keeps on creeping me out. I was like frying on a hot pan, cant really sit still or concentrate on the lecture. Really weird.

Mina suggested me to call home and check if everything is alright. I wanted to, but then I knew everything is fine cuz I just talked to mom last night. Wei (my little bro) was having fever and was resting at home.

So, decided to end my curiosity and mom came online. I told mom that I had this weird feeling whole day long and she said: " Wei is having high fever and keep on asking did I know about it"

OH MAN !!!

My little brother miss me so much that I had this feeling !!! Omg, tell me how would this happen? Did he send me msg or something? Made me misses him so much. He used to be very cute but sometimes quite naughty, haha.. But never too evil xD

Oh my dear little brother, wish you would get well soon, I will MISS you lotssss !!!

Car !

"It's a CAR !!! "

That's what I heard when bro got the car and called me straight away. It's a nicely maintained second-hand car, silver colour and mostly fits us the best ! We wouldnt have to wait for the freaking time consuming night-ride N90 after hang outs anymore ;)) It's good that we live on the same pathway and bro could drop us home easily. Saves the hassle YAY !!

We've been hanging out since bro got it and we had really good time this week. It's hard to tell you how lucky I am to found these creatures who are simillar to me. It's just good to be around with each other. I couldnt imagine what if we went back and gone seperated. OH :"((

But whatever, Im just gonna enjoy the time I had with my lovely gang ^^