apple @@

Now everyone should be excited about hearing getting an iphone or any apple/mac products cuz it's kinda in the trend I guess? But the thing is everytime when I wanna renew iphone4 it goes like that

3 company:

" Im sorry but we're out of stock at the moment, what you can do it just keep popping in and check whether we'll have any in stock from time to time, Im sorry it's been popular that's why it goes out very quicky"

So I went to mac store and try to get it from there and it sounds like this

apple store:

" Well we juat have to booked you an appointment to come in and we'll have the contractor to speak to you and settle everything. At the end of the meeting you should be able to walk out the store with what you need satisfied."

Hah ! LIAR !

I reserved everything as he said and even booked the appointment a week before hand and guess what?

"We're terribly sorry that it ran out of stock this afternoon and there is only 32Gb ones left. It's been very popular."

WTH @@ I did everything and now it's gone again. This has been going on for like a month. I'm getting tired of it. Well mac you better becareful, when I lost interest in you I wouldnt care anymore. *well I guess they have hell lots of customers waiting besides me, no doubt that the bottom line revenue wouldnt get lesser for a year or so* >"<

Anyway, I still waiting. PLS HAVE STOCK !!!!!

Merry Christmas peeps :D

Hey everyone, havent really have time to update for weeks. Been to camping last weekends and everyday is been out of the house for outings so yeah .. should be back after the celebrations are all over, hee :D

Anyway, happy merry christmas everyone !!! Have an awesome one and take care :D

TeeHee !

Michael Jackson - Hold My Hand Duet With Akon ft. Akon

Another great production by MJ ft Akon. I know I wasnt really MJ's greatest fan no matter when he's alive or gone, but I have to admit that this song really caught my attention and it just meant so much. Nothing to complain in this song because it's too good and simply just because it's MJ.

Everyone knows what it means when you said songs were sang by MJ. So now guys I present this and hope you enjoy :))

♥

what a day

Today couldnt have been worse in my life.

I was already not in the mood due to the news ytd mom brought me. And again another wave came up. Tell me how could I stand this now?

Why does this happen? No one will give me answer. How do I get rid of the pain? Simple, you just cant.

Now michelle, bear with it and sleep through the night.

whatever !

Im tired.

So whatever, I dont wanna care anymore.

Sick of making the first move. Sick of making calls and try to suits everything where no one actually actually cares. Sick of making decisions.

So yeah, my phone is for games from now on.

Peace.

OneRepublic - Secrets

Watched The Sorcerers Apprentice

and here Im stuck to the song
thought that it's nice to share

Hope you like it :D

Rainy Day :)

Hey there
It's rainy day
again

My heart felts so nice and calm
listening to the raindrops
enjoying the coldness
having a book in my hand before bed
or a nice movie under the blankie

This is perfect
and I wanted to share it with you

Cheers guys :D

"Agents of Secret Stuff"

Now here is another product of Ryan. Oh you knew we love you, keep up with the awesome videos !!!

TeeHee ! xD

Im European?

(x) Both of your parents are from Asia.

( ) You use the term "Azn".

( ) You think DDR is fun.

( ) You've watched lots of anime.

(x) You like Korean dramas.

( ) You have stuff hanging on your phone.

( ) Your parents want you to marry within your own race.

( ) You drink lemon tea.

X's so far: 2

(x) You style your hair.

(x) You have a Mebo/Myspace/Friendster/Facebook.

(x) You speak languages other than English.

( ) Your parents are strict.

(x) Your parents have high expectations of you.

(x) You always get A's/B's on your report.

(x) You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting.

(x) You know your multiplication table.

(x) You play badminton or table tennis.

( ) You've seen the Asian version The Ring and/or The Grudge.

X's so far: 10

( ) You own an Asian car.

(x) You're not the only child.

(x) You've gotten little red envelopes around February.

(x) You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do.

( ) (girl) You prefer white guys over asian guys. (guy) You prefer asian girls.

(x) Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted.

(x) You can do the rubics cube.

(x) You play video games.

X's so far: 16

(x) Every time you're going out, your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home.

( ) You have karaoke at home.

( ) You know BoA/Gazette/Ayumi Hamasaki/Gackt.

( ) You've been to a LAN more than 3 times.

(x) You have incense sticks in your house.

(x) You own a gaming console.

(x) You play a musical instrument.

( ) You get nothing if you do well in school.

X's so far: 20

( ) Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day.

(x) You have asian songs on your computer or iPod.

(x) You don't like football.

( ) You have a curfew.

(x) You know what ulzzang/tb means.

( ) You know what purikura is.

(x) You like bubble tea.

( ) Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come.

( ) You've played Final Fantasy.

( ) You believe in fortune cookies.

X's so far: 24

(Sometimes) You get mostly "no's" when you ask your parents for permission for something.

( ) You've heard the song "Got rice?".

( ) You have a tutor.

( ) You've had Pockys or Yan Yan before.

(Sometimes) When you seek for your mother's permission she replies "Ask your dad.".

X's so far: 26

(1-10 = Southerner)

(11-20 = American)

(21-30 = European) <---- Here I am @@

(31-40 = Asian)

(41-50 = Super Asian)

LMAO. Saw this post on facebook and decided to share it here. OMG these are totally so Asian. I think Im lucky enough that my parents are not that strict and sticks to old traditional. Yet again, if they do I wouldnt be in Australia now. Heeee !

So, what does this concludes me? Hmmm, Im an european? Oh wow how I wish I am, but hello Im obviously an Asian.

Heeee my friends, welcome to copy and paste this and let's see what are you :D Have fun ! xD

TeeHee !

Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows ♥

*Here is a sneak peak for those who havent watch this great movie*

I dont care if Im sick and I dont care how much the ticket cost and I dont care if Im working 2moro at 6am in the morning. It's Harry Potter we're talking about and nothing is gonna stop me from watching it on the first day of screening :)

And I did.

Bought the tickets in Vmax and here we go ..

Harry hit the screen and I laugh along the show, got nervous when they're fighting and almost cried when dobby dies T.T Although I knew the story very well for the fact that I've read it over for at least 5 times. Still, it makes my heart pound with every detail of that piece os movie.

Now I shall make my vow. Now listen to me carefully, everyone that read this post would be a witness.

♥ Harry Potter, no matter you know this or not, I am gonna love you for the rest of my life for no doubt ♥

Exceed 36.9 degrees

Hmmm, no idea how I got this fever but I remember I caught quite an amount of rain on monday. I was suppose to wear a hat to work but I was lazy and when I finish work, it rains again and I again dont have the hat with me. But dont get me wrong I had umbrella and I did use it.

Somehow while I was cathcing up with chimp and bro for the movie 'Skyline' (Btw, it's a suck movie) I was sneezing in the cinema and my troat starts to soar up >"< No idea why, but it get's worse while the night goes on. Probably Im hanging out with an insane mentally and a mentally insane people? :P

So, came home and took a shower.

AND I ALMOST FREEZE @@

I got so cold suddenly and blocked nose started. I dont care, gulp 2 panadol, 2 vitamin C and 1 cold&flu tablet down my troat and off to bed. Woke up 5am next morning to work, flu got worse but I had no choice.

Gone to work and the fever comes visit. Let me tell you, working while you're sick is the worst thing in your life that you can ever experience. I was so sick that have to rest every half an hour just to prevent me from hitting the floor any minute.

Told the manager and Im home by 12.30. Ate my super light lunch cuz I have no apettie at all just to get med, head straight to bed again.

And today work again, cuz there wasnt enough staff, oh man .. now Im here cuz it's my brother's bday ♥ Although Im not there to celebrate with you this year again, I promise I'll make it up when Im back next 2 months :)

Love you bro ♥ Thanks for the sis and bro hood you gave me and no doubt you're the best brother in the world for me !!! :D

Laser Skirmish

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee another new experience :)

So all of us are having day off and we've decided to go for Laser Skirmish. This thing was really a great work out, 20 mins and you're sweating like hell >"< And unfortunately, Sydney's weather today was 25 degrees. Gruuuuu, Im burning HOT !!!


*The pictures were from google*

The laser area that we played was kinda like this one, but every light was red and green. 4 of us were seperated into 2 teams and we vs each other. Me and chimp on red team WON !!! Woohoo XD It's fun really, despite that we're sweating LOL



It's sorta like a maze inside and we're running+hiding+sweating+shooting each other with the laser gun and gain points. Be honest I was kinda disappointed with the gun actually. I thought it was gonna be like some big black AK47 or sniper, but it turn out transparent and like a toy gun ==" But luckily it's laser gun LOL

After 2 games, we're like wondering in the area after catching the rain. So to cool us down, walk up to the alley and have a bowling game :D This kinda cool us down a bit and HAH I won, so cools me down TOTALLY ^^

Ahwwww you guys dont be disappointed, I just got 119 points, try and beat me next time ya, Im looking forward to it XD

Pretty much that's it, heh now enjoying the rain at home with some sedimental music on. Aaaaahhhhhhh I love my life ♥

Fine Dining

Let me get this easy for you.

I had just had the most amazing fine dining dinner in my entire life.

This french 7 degustation course had totally swept my socks off and it's way beyond just food. It's about enjoying the experiment and the service, tha art of food and the whole soothing and amazin environment.

And I have no words for it. You gotta try it yourself and you can know how I feel. Btw loads of alcohol down my troat and Im not really into wines. I prefer spirits I would say :P The looks looks so beautiful that I dont even feel like touching it because that would destroy the whole picture. Sadly you have to eat it eventually :((

Great work chef !!! My pleasure to have your art work *hugs* :))

What's wrong today?

@@

I have no idea what happen today. Bleed so much >"<

First, hurt my finger when opening up champange boxes for the Melbourne cup function. Later on finished my shift and while changing, my nose bleed !

And it doesnt stop for like 3 mins. It's scary. I thought I was gonna faint or too tired cuz I dont really had enough sleep since the last 2 days. Sleep at 11pm and woke up 445am next morning @@ But anyway, the bleeding stopped and everything was alright.

For now, I really need some rest. So folks, catch up with you guys later, ciao ~

Halloween

Woooo ~ Halloween ~

The next thing came up is costume and party and trick or treat and make ups stuff.

HaH !

I had a better idea :))) Let's walk the harbour bridge XD

No party to go this year as bro and mina is working. I am working too, but had an off on sat (thanks to my lovely manager :)) End up bring my lappie and crash over to chimps place. Had lunch, went for a little shopping and went back up to watch "love disguise". LEEHOM !!! But too bad that movie wasnt as interesting as I thought @@

LOL have totally no idea where did this walking the bridge idea came up to me on friday night while chatting with chimp. He was SO bored that we came up with every idea, but then Im exhausted, which he could actually get down the street and check out some hot-halloween-chicks but he didnt. Reason? "Lazy man .. " (==")

So, I thought that walking the bridge would be cool and since I havent really step my foot on the bridge which was again foolish bcuz I cross the bridge to get to the city by bus or train EVERYDAY. And it turns out? Erm, pretty cool minus the leg-itchness which I used to get everytime when I jog or walk to much >"< (not that I like it any bit, I have no choice)

Wind was blowing harshly and our hair had pretty good standing style xD Obviously my hair would look like a lion and chimps was all standing like they were about to sing the national anthem :P We spend half an hour to find the way up and it was so stupid that we didnt check the map before we go :(( There will be no next time I promise, I will prepare PROPERLY.

So half way enjoying the city scenery, half way wacthing the cars pass by and swallow all the dusk,

WE MADE IT !!! :D We won a million dollars !!!! *stop dreaming, you just crossed a bridge, silly girl*

Anyway, we finished the bridge and head home straight away cuz I AM THIRSTY !!! Another lousy prep, neither of us bring water, OMG @@ If both of us got lost in the jungle, I dont think we would survive >"< But it's alright, we're elephant and chimpanzee, just return to our nature LMAO

So how's my halloween? I would rate pretty good :)) Doesnt really need a party to celebrate, or big function to go to. Having someone with you is more than enough :D

Bye my Halloween, see you next year ^^

Gossip Girl

Okay I know Im super late to start watching this american drama while others already started like years ago. But whatever, at least Im catching up with some and currently Im in the middle of season 2 :))


And guess what, I kinda like it LOL Despite I doubt it really happen in reality but hey it's US we're talking about, you'll never know what happen in the upper side lifestyle. Probably more complicated that you thought.

So this love stories, scandals, politics, business-related-relationships that we're talking about in this whole drama was a little bit childish I admit, yet interesting and full of suspends. You'll never know who's coming next and what happen the next minute (though in some part you can guess).

This girl that cast as Serena was awesomely beautiful ! Although some said Blair was more prettier, but Serena was totaly shining in this drama. However Dan which was her bf was normal. The a little bit complicated bff Nate was suprisingly HOT ! But Chuck, oh god, he would be the most interesting bf which you would hold your breath not because of his appearance but his actions and teasing words. Afraid to skip but there goes Vannesa and Jenny, the 2 girls that have their own personality and beauty stand an important role in this drama as well :D

So here we go, end of character introductions. Oh did I mention that they were just high school students? And OMG that the way they spend their money is like their parents were earning every single penny with breathing. Parties, material satisfaction, and etc .. Wait till you watch the drama (or you already did), you'll know what I mean :P

So yeah Im gonna imitate the gossip girl now.

Here goes the gossip girl's little intro that may have lighten your stress or increase your curiosity. Till then you know you love me, xoxo, gossip girl.

LMAO ! That is just so lame XD

Recent

It's been long since I updated my last last post. Due to nothing special that's happening in my life nowadays except work, movies, dinners and some catch up with crazy 4.

Working 5 days a week and having 2 days off on weekdays, I dont think there is anything for me to do. While everyone is working im having an off. How boring is that? God knows ..

But still Sunday and Mondays we do normally have dinner and had a good laugh in bro's place just to keep everyone update what we're doing and keep track of everyone's activities. Cuz honestly, our life is just work and home, practically sad :(

So, we went bro's house ytd and ate what our little chef cooked. Hoho, yummy ^^ potato chicken and fishcake with asparagus. Olala, homemade dinner and we ate all of 'em, just that we didnt licked the bowl cuz that would look disgusting >< Played UNO and tricked chimp for taking cards and he didnt know until like a few times later. OMG !!! cant stop laughing, trust me you will when you see the scene xD

Bro is dropping us home around 1030pm and got McD for supper. Mc Flurry Oreo !!! My fav :))

So there end our little catch up for a few hours and probably will be going bowling later tonight. Haha, gonna have fun, update you guys later. Ciao !

Btw mom is allowing me to get iphone 4 32 GB for $59 permonth. Oh god, I love you mom :D Will get it in 3 months time, wheeeeeeeeeeee ^^

Last Dinner

T__T

This post aint happy at all as you can see T__T It's gonna be my last dinner with Elaine before she went shanghai for her IP.


Haih, we've known each other since well the begining of this year through bro. And both of us get closer by me changing my course and we've been in the same class. To be honest, she is a pretty girl until the camera lenses gonna broke soon LOL and quite emotional sometimes. She cries a lot and cry over for something that was not her fault too. Honey, you shouldnt. Tears are meant to be drop down for only the person who worth it. So save it up and stay strong ^^

Fashion and cosmetics and dressing yourself up was your pro skills. (seems like only me who dont know how to ==") Anyway, you look awesome and dont worry bout your fat cuz you aint fat AT ALL.

Elaine was a very good friend and it was comfortable to be around her. She is easy to get a long and every moment our group spend together there is always laugh and joy. It wasnt an easy goodbye for half a year although I knew it wouldnt be long until we meet again. But still you know, goodbye wasnt my thing at all.

I hardly control my tears on farewells ><

Well all I could say is all the best and good luck for your time in shanghai. Have fun and improve, once you're back you'll be in different stage :D

*Let us farewell you again on the day you board the plane :))*

Iphone 4

Hmmm, everyone seems to show a lot of interest when the name iphone was mentioned. So did I.

Mom gave me a call few days back and asked me a question that she would never ask before this day in the previous days of my life. "Is iphone 4 good? Should I change my phone?"

Oh my lord. Mom who never ask me any questions or opinions about a phone in my life before and now she asked me this? How amazing iphone is :) To be honest she thinks that phone is just a tool for calling and some other functions. And me as a student I wouldnt be needing a super expensive or any fancy mobiles to have it with me through my student life.

Okay, mom you're wrong. Phone nowadays are so important to teenagers. Probably because we're born with it and we need it to feel save and secure, unlike those days where you're a teenager without a phone. I have to admit that I phones, no idea why but I do.

Sp back to iphone. Since mom is thinking of getting one, she cant stop me to get one either xD Hahahaha, Im so gonna change and play with it ^^ (wonder how long it takes for me to get bored with it xD) But anyway when I finally reached the shop to ask for it, the staff said:

"Im sorry, no stock and it wouldnt be until at least 2 or couple more weeks."

"WHAT !!!" =="

"Yeah, everybody had been asking for it and now we're out of stock. Im sorry"

OMG. Is iphone that popular? Okay now it makes me wanna get it more ! What's so interetsing about you huh? Im gonna have one and try out. ><

Heeee, here I come :D

Rainy Day :)

Oh rainy day I love you so much. Dont know why but I do.

Heeee, enjoying the sound of raindrops falling, cold breeze wind blowing and the mentally soothing rain ♥

♥ I love rainy day ♥

Apa orang ini?

This post gonna very rojak so that sesetengah orang tak akan faham apa saya kata :D

Kawan saya ini yang saya anggap kawan baik, bukanlah 100%. Dia ada kawannya sendiri dan selalunya put them on top of list-nya melebihi saya. Wow, ingat saya akan sakit hati, tapi feeling tu dah takde.

8/10 bila saya ajak keluar, you kata tak senang, kat rumah orang lain, kena teman kawan ni buat apa apa .. Hey, kalaulah awak nak really maintain hubungan ini, tolonglah put in sikit effort boleh? Awak totally tak peduli apa saya akan harungi dan awak panggil ini kawan. Gilakah?

Sebenarnya, I sangat kecewa dengan kamu. You totally anggap saya transparent aje. Bila nak keluar call saya, tapi number of times you call takanlah lebih daripada 10 kali. So, apa ni?

Ada orang boleh tolong saya figure out apa ni?

*OMG my malay totally sucks. Epic fail !

The Truth

男生说……

有种女生让我很喜欢，

却不忍动情。

跟那种女生在一起时，

会有种温暖的感觉，

那感觉并不出自一时的冲动,

而是来自于彼此心灵的了解。

真的，跟那种女生在一起时，

只有彼此心中的感动和心灵的交会，

没错，

当你发现她的心和你是如此贴近时，

常会想给她个结实的拥抱，

但仅仅在这个想法萌生后的一瞬间，

你们只会相视一笑，

有些东西是比爱情更珍贵的。

这种女生当女朋友是种浪费……

我害怕她做的我女朋友后,

我必须每天守着电话等着她的声音出现，

我害怕我必须说些花言巧语的话哄她，

更加害怕现实的束缚，

会限制住纯洁的心。

这种女生，

喜欢，

但我不会动情，

或者，

这就叫红颜知己……

既不用为情所困，

为她的行为控制自己喜怒哀乐，

又能享有心灵上的交流。

有很多人都为交不到女朋友所苦，

但我觉得，

假如没有了这种知己，

人生，

便多了许多遗憾……

女生说……

有一些男生，

很令我动心，

但却不会动情。

怎么说呢，

因为他们给我的感觉像朋友，

真正的朋友 。

我可以和他们很坦诚的谈论彼此的爱情、婚姻、人生……

以及种种的烦恼……

在他们面前，

我会忘记自己是女生，

就不会撒娇、嫉妒、小心眼……

我和他们各站在天平的两端，

我们可以一同看电影、郊游回来，

在车站挥挥手，各自去等自己的车，走自己的路。

这种感觉……

是一种很难用语言能形容的愉悦……

信不信 ，

跟这些男生相处在一起，

甚至比跟同类的女生相处来的愉快。

女生的聚会，是黏稠稠的，

像一锅浓粥，温暖在胸，

但是吃多了会撑，一眨眼又饿，

而且很多女生都为情所困，

谈来谈去总是心有千千结，

别人管也管不完，跟这些男生相处，

我很惊讶……

他们不必从文字、故事的迷林披荆斩棘，

就能一眼洞穿人生的奥秘，

甚至开始为旁边的同行者掌灯，

能结交有智慧、理想与热情的朋友，

是人一生莫大的幸福吧 。

我是这样着迷于他们高贵的气质，

也感谢他们把我当「朋友」看待，

不因为我是女生，

就随便说些甜言蜜语来哄我，

或者根本不睬我 。

如果追求人生的伴侣也必须如此相知相惜，

那我实在「舍不得」把这些男生当成男朋友，

我害怕一旦变成男女朋友，

我就会计较他不送我回家……

他不说些好听的动心话……

他宁可送我「尼采与上帝」也不送一粒巧克力……

我还担心从此他只要我乖乖的陪在一旁，

微笑地看他在众人间侃侃而谈，

我发问的机会都没有。

男女之间，其实不只有爱情……

有种友情，是只可会意不可言传的。

彼此之间有种惺惺相惜的感觉，

不必害怕别人的误会，

因为彼此心中坦荡，

很喜欢这种“兄弟”之称的友谊，

这种朋友有种信赖的安全感，

可以肆无忌惮的说笑，

天马行空的胡扯，

彼此之间没有包袱，

但有种珍惜，

是对友谊的珍惜。

你也许会对他(她）撒娇，

但不会妒忌他（她）对别人也如此，

不用再他面前装做淑女（或不用在她面前装做绅士），

有种朋友即使很久没见也不会生疏，

相见时的相视一笑，

便会有种心有灵犀的感觉，

和他（她）在一起时，

不必担心会背叛你，

因为他只会给你默默地支持，

即使你受伤了，

他也会给你做坚强的后盾。

心情不好时，

他(她)会装傻逗你笑，

生病时，他(她)会叮嘱你要小心什么，

每逢特别节日时，

他（她)会发一条简信祝福你，

很多人都希望有这种友谊，

因为它不需要负担与责任，

我想这种友谊也要讲机缘吧，

友谊也需要关心、谅解、信任。

我希望友谊地久天长。

我很珍惜我身边的每一位朋友谢谢你们对我的支持与爱护。

My honey Mina :D

It is the last birthday event for crazy 4 and here is Mina's big day today ♥


Dear honey,

You have no idea how much I love you and wanna be with you for the rest of my life. You're like the moon and the stars ... *wait* That's suppose to be for my bf. LOL kiddin, you're my little honey and at the very first place, it's been pleasure meeting you and be friends.

As we all knew I met you the very first time in college during the orientation. You're the first person I know and the age was almost the same although you're one year elder than me. (Hey sista ^^) But nothing came between us as barriers. We can speak to each other's mind like water flows, light and easy :)

As a toothpick, you have the skinny characteristics that I wanted >"< Argh, when am I gonna lose some weight. But you always said you need to gain some, it would be perfect if we're mixed and devide into 2. Let's go operation and we'll be perfect :D

Sometimes you're crazy, sometimes you're sedimental. Most of the time it suits us well and we did pretty much insane stuff together. We shared thoughts and dreams where some people do not understands the main purpose. We shared some secrets where only the 2 of us know in the whole wide world, hah !

Speaking of the way we keep it together, there is nothing more to say about it. Im not a person who is good at words to describe people or put together an essay about a person's history life (plus my english sucks :( pls forgive ) Hanging out much and there comes along crazy 4 and we're like a family within the world. A community that we shared and only we could control it. I did say that sometimes it's swaying but we always put it together with the biggest effort and it gets stronger every single day ♥

Fashion and girly stuff was your strength and I totally have no doubt about it (speaking of the 0% sense of fashion in my whole body >"<). You did be a great assistance for celebrity fashion I would say if you're not in hospitality, hehe :) But since one of your greatest dream was to have your own restaurant, I did say I will support it totally with hands and legs and myself if I can throw myself in the air (better not, elephant drop can leads to earthquake :P)

So here are some memories and what I have been through with you from the day I started knowing you. Getting to know a person is not easy and it takes time and heart. As I said before a freidnship was tied together it takes effort from both side and it's unrelated to time being.

Hence, happy birthday as the ending of the post would be a great start of you new year again and we would be as great and do more crazy stuff LOL. So now, would you be my little honey forever? ♥

*Wonder if this post is too cheesy? :P

How?

How? Just tell me how come it become like that? I didnt blame you for her existance and it probably come too fast I would say.

We need time to get along with her and pls dont force it because every person work out differently. We've been out with her for the past week, and just need you for a couple of hours. Im pretty sure that she can survive without you for a few hours >"<

Last few weeks you're ignoring us that we're not calling you up and sort of abandon you. Now it's the opposite, since she came to your life there is no more us anymore. Im clear that you need time for her, but just this few hours we need you.

Whatever, there is no point talking cuz what is gonna change will change and we've done everything to keep it together. It's your choice if you wanna break it down by your own hands.

Go ahead. No one stops you.

My birthday present :D

Sorry for the belated post of my most precious birthday gift. Now I would like ya'll to sit back and relax :D



Billions of thanks to Crazy 4 for making me this video and certainly huge appreciation to Zin baby who took 2 days just to make it perfect ♥

You guys have no idea how much I love this and I will keep that in mind for the rest of my life ♥ Heaps of kisses and hugs to you guys :))

♥ Love you all ♥
♥ Mina ♥
♥ Zin ♥
♥ Adrian ♥

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows - Main Trailer

This is why I love him so much that I could possibly imagine ♥

To be honest I have no idea of this novel before my parents bring me to the cinema and watch the very first movie. It gave me the greatest impression in my life of movie would be - Magic.

The content and story line was so perfect that Harry Potter series was my most favourite movie since I was in the age of 12 (even till now). Every single storybook and movies I have it at home in my room protected. Watched and read all of it in uncounted times already and I still would get bored of it. That's how successful it is to possesed my heart towards it and locked it tight.

I was a freaking big fan of it that I would put down whatever I am doing whever it's news was coming up on TV. Stop eating my dinner and stick my eyes on the screen when there is any glimpse of him on news. Dashed out of the room half way doing homework and carry the risk of yelled by my mom just to listen to his news sometimes. Well that's how crazy I am about harry potter ♥

There is a HP file that I kept in house of all the news that I can lay my hands on on newpapers about the series. Cutting the newspapers out and make it into a folio of it ;)) All my classmates knew that Im a harry potter freak and even some of the teacher's knew it LOL.

I just cant help being depressed when the movie had finally come to an end that I would no longer be expecting anymore stories of harry potter adventure would be found in books. JK Rowling promissed that the seventh book would be the last so here ends my hope too. But nevermind, the whole series had been great and company my childhood with great personalities and moral valued that I can ever learn.

So, here I pronounced that Harry Potter would be always my piority movie and be on top of my lists forever ♥

Mid-Autumn Festival

Olala. It's mid-autumn festival again and I totally lost track of it until I saw mooncake on shelf in asian supermarket. How bad I am >"<

But anyway, it wasnt a big deal in my opinion since Im not with my family. What we did for the past 17 years was having reunion dinner ot grandma would have cooked for us. Kids or big kids like me would be playing candles and 'tanglong' in the garden or front yard with brothers or cousins. Burning up the dried and not dried leaves, sticks, candle boxes or anything we can find to burn. LOL.

It's like a girl guide camp where everyone pick up something to light up fire, so much fun back the days. But currently Im in state where people do not care about this festival anymore. It was just an ordinary day for them, nothing special.

I wonder how human become so cold nowadays. Where is all the passion and hope and joyment of celebrating traditional festivals. It's not that we're asking you to pray or do something ritual that the ancestors usually do. Just a dinner or reunion within family - if yours is around or friends - if you're away from your family.

But I think people who care about what this day really means are almost extinct. Even when this day arrives I only think of holidays and meeting up with cousins and have fun. All my head was filled with only fun, reunion and the longing to see relatives :))

This festival should be continued no matter how many people actually do know what it means. (Be honest every single kid was taught this day's real purpose back when we're in the age of 9, but I dont think the memory still cling to it >"<) Let we all still keep in mind that this day was a reunion day and suppose to be catch up with family and friends.

So, happy mid-autumn festival people. Did you catch up with anybody?

First visit to Hillsong

Promised Shelby that I would go to church with her today and finally after months of rejection (she's been asking every single sunday), I went Hillsong with her couple of hours ago. The service started at 5 and we catch a shuttle bus with 7-11 sandwich to stuff down our troat just to stop the noise coming out from our stomach.

*Bit of update of hotel. Kitchen renovation started today and I must say it's such a bad idea. Why on earth you should start today? Dont you know today is sunday? The most busiest day in the whole week and yet the management wanna start renovation today, now show me where is your brain @@ Okay whatever. Stop complaining.

And what happen today? It was so busy that the manager had to come into servery to help. oh yeah forgot to mention we're short or one staff today. Btw, no break for 7 1/2 hours. Imagine that each table you've gotta run the drinks and toast for at least 3 times, minus the specials and extra orders. Now we have each table turn over at least twice for the whole morning, so do the math. I went to deliver for each table at least 6 times and there is 30 tables there, only me as the drink runner today. Phew ! I should glad that I had long legs :))*

So back to church. To be honest it was totally different from what I expected and thought of a church would be. Probably it was in Aus and it's more modern or something, but suprisingly I found it nice :D I believe it was an international chain church and the organisation was quite big and organise. They were very friendly and everyone seems to know everyone. It's like a small family among the world that everyone gather around and study the bible, sing and pray together.

The service started like a concert with 3 hit songs where everybody stand and sing together. The 6 singers and choir were like stars performing and we're like audience watching concert, pretty amazing for a church. The even have X factor auditions within the church which basically runs like american idols stuff kinda thingy too. Everyone can join and just show your talent on stage ;)

Oh, I forgot to mention the video live broadcasting to the whole world :P There is broadcasting group behind video-ing the whole service, cool eh xD That's why they made so much money. Just proceed to the dvd shop outlet and you can view the service at home whenever you like without missing it out every week. == (The MC really know how to promote their product) Yeah, you can obviously do that, just that somehing will be missing from your pocket that's it, nothing hurts you :P

Now the main part is the paster. He was british and he is just hillarious (his talk is meaningful too) Half and hour bible study which I thought Im gonna sleep was actually interesting for me. Relate it to his real life experience and what the bible says was just like a piece of cake for him, well obviously he did it for years. But still, I gave him much more credit on his jokes and it was all meaningful jokes that realted to our daily life. You walk out from the auditorium thinking that today Ive learn something and it was easy to remember cuz it came from a joke, and everyone seems to learn a lesson every week :))

So, enough of babbling here. Gotta go to bed and hide under my blankie cuz it's cold after shower. So my first attempt to church, nice :)) Will go if there is chance next time !

*Just got to know grandpa's sister passed away this morning, Im sorry to hear that. RIP.*

Day off

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz ....

Honestly having day off is BORING without plans. Everyone is working or have something else to do, now why on earth I dont have? >"<

Facing the comp again and this aint good for skin and eyes and mind and your whole body, LOL. But too bad I have nothing else to do except books and comp.

So choose wisely and plan nice for your day off, or you will end up like me wasting your day off by doing nothing useful or unuseful xD

Well well let me see if I can dig something outta my room and do, so ciao :D

Confusion

Why?

Tell me why this thing is still so confusing for me? Isn't it already been at least 4 weeks that we didnt go college? And why the heck everything is still the same?

Wait !

Noooooooo, it's becoming worse !!!

It's getting deeper and deeper, more and more + I almost cant control myself. Oh lord, come on help me would you? Im desperately needing some rewards here to fill up the emptyness T.T

If you can't fulfill me, then gimme some signs to stop. At least I can give up hoping or I will turn mad @@

Man, I DISLIKE it. YOU !!! Stop exploring my mind :((

Little updates

Wow, it's almost been a week since I updated. So many stuffs happen everyday and Im proud to see it coming and enjoy the process :))

Work is mainly the task that I had to do every morning til 3pm. Honestly, so freakin' tired @@ Not that the bfast shift is tiring but the after shift work -------> The stupid idiot floor check, I hate it so much (though Shelby asked me to embrace it ==" which I doubt I can) Arent this suppose to be room service job to clean the stuff up? Argh, I just hate it so much like I hate housekeeping !

Overall everything is so awesome, hehe :D The chefs are all so nice and friendly, my collegues and managers are so brilliant and homour and helfpful, arghhhhhhh .. They are just all so nice people that you can ever imagine to work with :))

Put aside my work, my hang outs life ^^

Been out with crazy 4 ytd and laughed a lottttttttttttt !!! OMG gatherings like this is just perfect for me eventhough Im tired, I just cant help wanted it to happen every single day. We went for dinner and just played UNO for the next 2 hours. Man, all I can say is this is such an awesome creation ;)) I cant find words to describe it anymore.. Pls forgive my poor english and vocab T.T

Oh yeah, before I disappear for unknown days again. Ive sucessfully bought the ticket back to msia on the 29th Jan, yay !!! Ipoh frens and family and all the love ones, here I comeeeee ♥

我期待太多

It was my big day today. I really appreaciate what crazy 4 had done for me. Zin took days to make the typography video for me while mina and bro contibuted their voice and my presents :) All my frens that wished me happy birthday on facebook and texted me and called me, love you guys much ♥ You guys made my day so much better :D

发现这是我有史以来第一次用华语写部落格，哈哈，还不错。。希望华语没生锈吧：D

所谓生日呢应该是最享受的一天吧？但我的好象有点在我预料之外，是好是坏你们就自己去猜吧我不想解释太多。

不过应该很容易猜 XD

收到的礼物我超喜欢！好朋友们都做了段影片来祝福我，可以说感动得要流泪了。尤其是做影片不是他们的强项，而且还用了以天来计算的时间才有现在的结果。所以说真的很感谢你们♥

但我想说一点就是我想要的其实是一段美好的回忆。一段就算我老了也能骄傲的告诉孙子们奶奶成经有过这样一般要好的朋友帮她庆生。可惜今年的这一段应该算不上，不是说我不珍惜，但可能是我期待太多了吧。

我了解清楚你们有工作要做，而且有自己的事再忙。但我只要求一天的时间，看来今天不是个好日子。不过没关系，至少我们有小小的庆祝，比起没有来的好吧：）

哈哈做人要知足，这是妈常告诉我的。所以我会知足。

最后，在此感谢所有祝福我的朋友们。是你们让我有了一个那么美好的一天，谢谢 ♥ 我也祝全天下今天生日的人生日快乐，让我们一起期待明年会更好吧！：）

First Day

Okay, I've went through my first day. One word, tired @@

Normally 7-2 shift was fun during weekends with shelby, but today I'm doing it with the arrivals >"<

I HATE FLOOR CHECK !!!

Cant the housekeeping just bring them down to the stewarding themselves? So many trays and trolleys .. And the guests too, cant they just get their ass to the elevator and come down to restaurant to have their bfast?

Is that hard to come down from your room to have bfast? We had to get all the way up to your room and down to the stewarding to clear it. =.=" Lazy pig :P I know it's nice to have bfast on bed and especially you're on holiday and vacation and willing to pay so much for the service, but eh hello we're tired lah >"< If your tips isn't good enough, you better watch out ! Lol kiddin' :))

But anyway that's why we charge them MORE in room service, hehe ^^ Here is the advantage part, anything that's not on the menu, hohoho cherge it your own price xD Have you ever had an in house omelet and cappucino for bfast which cost $35? LOL, provided they give tips as well, muahahahaha :D

Overall everything went well today. Heeee and I'm taking a month off for returning to Msia next year, the manager was so kind that he even plan with me which date I should take off, hahaha :)) Love you all my collegues and managers and chefs, muacks ^^

Anyway, I know I shouldn't complain on the first day, but I just wanna share it xD TeeHee !

New life ?

It's kinda weird telling everyone that I'm gonna start working now. They were all like: 'wow you finished your studies?' Nah, fyi, I'm gonna start my Industry Placement as well as earning some pocket money to top up my shopping budget :)) Kiddin' xD

My full time job gonna start on tuesday and it's a b'fast shift. OMG. This means I'm gonna go to work at 6am in the SUPER early morning. Haih, money really hard to earn ah ... xD

Well it's still alright cuz Im with an awesome team, nice people and excellent workplace, so who will complain? I really enjoy working there (includes the optimistic pay, muahaha xD) since I started the beginning of this year. The managers were all so nice and all the collegues are so friendly and helpful. You cant expect more to be so perfect on your first job right? Heee :D

So here I am, finished my 4th term and currently walking into semi realistic world to take up some responsibility for myself. It's time for me to see what the real world looks like instead of reading everything from the book and learning the thoeries. But let me tell you something, it's not easy as everyone said.

It's real penny that your employer is paying you and you're really doing something that the world is doing. You cant just say oh I made a mistake and start all over again. Nah, that's not gonna happen. This is not the school, this is the real war plate. Either you do it your boss's way, or you can end up in the high way, your choice.

Meeting different people every single day in this industry is just as common as you drink water everyday. My mom used to tell me there are many kinds of people that made up this whole world. Yea it's absolutely true cuz you never know what kind of person you're meeting now and the next one. He could be very nice and next minute before you know the next one was shouting at your face.

When you're working, you just have to be smart. Knew what's the time to talk and what's the time to do things. Of cuz this all takes up experience,time and blah blah blah but you know what, not everyone can get that. This requires some common sense too which again not everyone have LOL

So, cut short and stop blowing water, I would like to work my way up and hopefully had more career development chance, hee :D

Wish me luck people ^^

I expected too much

Hahahahahahaha michelle this is so funny, why? because you heard the same thing that cut your heart again. Great. And the one who is saying is? ......

"U R so annoying >"<"

This is what I got yesterday from someone that I cared. And yet that flash of pain just cut my pumping heart. I told myself and promise my frens that I wouldnt get that pain again. Im sorry now I did and it is just out of expected.

Probably that person is just joking or I am really annoying. I guess I'm just too disturbing. I'm sorry if I bothered you, but is this phrase that I couldnt take it anymore. It hurts me few years back and I have no courage to take it again. I'm sorry that I annoyed you and I will not do that again.

Now let me freeze for a moment. I dont wanna rewind what happen few years back.

I need to go away.

Missing you

Probably my head was hit by some kind of hard brick or stone wall.

I miss you :((

I had no idea why I would feel that. It just felt like a hole and this isnt feeling good.

Probably I was home for too long facing 4 walls, that's why .. Now, I need to get out of the house ~

And tell me where should I go?

Happy Birthday Chimp xD

Bahahahaha another member of crazy 4's birthday :D


Great, how should I start this? Okay, once upon a time the chimpanzee family had a new life joining and tadaa the chimp is born :)) *lame ==*

Okay. Mr.Zin Nguyen was originally from the zoo but he always said he is from Vietnam. Fine. I dont really remember how we knew each other actually. I think is through Mina? Yea, I knew the whole vietnamese gang students through mina basically xD

That time we're still not really knew each other but I remember I always get movies from him in college, hah ! We met and said hey how's going on, and I see him everyday in college. (That time you we're still under the scary homestay guardian omg @@) He was always in school just to avoid going home, poor you :((

But anyway that gave us the chance to meet up in library haha. After class, we'll be hiding in library youtubing and movies and jay chou song zzzzz. You're the first person I knew that listen to his song eventhough dunno what is he singing.

Things get better and probably it's our age again, had many in common and easy to get along. Craziness was the big part :D and by that time we all used to hang out a lot and here comes crazy 4 ♥

I changed my course and we all had the same class except bro. In class having fun, same group in assignments and crazy all the time made us close. Oh yea, he's a computer freak as well. All our electronic and programmes problems he can solve it, hah ! Games as well, full time gamer and full time eating and full time sleeping. Wow ! But be prepared to play judo with him and make sure you learn kung fu or something, cuz he is skinny but he is still a guy with muscles, you will get hit WHOLE DAY >"<

Have you ever heard of chimpanzee and human can get along so well? No? Great. This is a real life example and it went pretty well :)) He was the one who always listen to my problems and chatting everyday. Probably you're a clown or something, everytime when people is down will cheer up after talking to you. you know what, this is your biggest advantage :D

Anyway, it's gonna get too cheesy xD So wishing you a merry birthday and all the best in future. I'll continue to mess your life up dont worry, you have my word :))

*Visit the zoo sometimes pls, anyway it's still your home town :D*

Still lastly, Happy Birthday Baby ♥

blahhhh

Argh ! (this post is totally just crap due to the owner is too boring, discard if you do not want to waste your 2 minutes xD)

So boring at home :(( Nothing to do except wasting my youth going online and facebooking, duh ==

Let's see the equation I have:

Going out = spending money = fun :)) *good deal*

Staying home = not spending money = bored = risk of going nuts *quite scary*

I think I better go out to prevent my brain from rusting :D But what can I do before my IP starts ???

Second donation :)

wheeeeeeeeeee.

Here is my second donation for Red Cross Australia :) I have no idea why this makes me so happy. Probably knowing that my blood can save people triggers me to do this good deed. I'm not a very hardworking people that will go for charity or community service every week nor when I'm free. Be honest, I would just do it once in awhile sometimes.

Especially when I'm not in M'sia, being here to suit everything seems more harder. But anyway, I've came to know that donating blood here is so convenient and easy, therefore Ive decided to do it ;))

To help some people in the world no matter how tiny my contribution is. I would still like to try.

Heee, so me, chopstick, hippo and chimpanzee headed for the blood centre up in elizabeth street for donation at 2pm. The very first time I donated, I was alone. Now Ive bring 3 friends and persuaded them to donate as well, Hah ! *small clap for myself* :D

Due to skinny and underweight problem, mina couldnt donate (I hate you, skinny girl ;(( I wanna be skinny as well). We head straight for Lindh coffee house after that, OMG @@ Such a heavy intake after 450ml of blood out, LOL.

Hah, anyway it's really a nice thing to do especially it's a win win situation. You had benefit of getting your new blood out and people get saved by your blood. How nice is that ^^ (minus the pain according to hippo which I doesnt agree >"<)

Take care Daddy

Bye :((

Although you're far away but hearing you're going on business trip, as a daughter I still want to say take care my dear daddy :))

10 days are fast, just a blink and you're back. Hah, just be careful and dont simply eat things on the street.

Haiya, I sounds like a mom now ==, grrrrrr ..

Anyway, take care dad. Miss you much ♥

Too free

Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh !!!

Im too bored here, someone save me pls?

Leaving college doesnt seems a good thing to enjoy. Without class and meeting up with people, you will soon feel like you're outside the world. Only owning your lappie in your room slightly connecting to the world by that so called 'internet'.

To me, it was fun for a few hours. But if you're at home stucking in the lappie whole day, nah, I dont think that's a good deal.

So, someone pls find me something to do. Or call me out for coffee or anything. I'm officially bored here !!!

HELPpppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp !!!

Last day

Yeah, basically you knew what Im gonna say.

Yes this is the last day of college that I went in tired mood. I so wanted to enjoy it, But Im just too tired due to the over used energy last night having fun with toothpick, hippo and chimpanzee :))

Finishing up the model for accommodation and prepare for HR final test is basically what we're doing the whole night. Minus the crapping, minus the dinner and minus the judo with chimp xD

3 of them were partially sick. Having running nose, blocked nose and chimp was having the worse i guess. Poor him :(( and both the ladies too, having to do so many work themselves. And Im there wondering around reading for test and luckily I didnt have flu. Or else, my face would be the worst i guess @@

So, wraping up our 4th term and here we head to out industry placement which will last for 6 months. You have to be officially hired by an organisation and work your way through until the very end of term 6. Then your big day is comin, the graduation :)) Woot woot, getting advanced diploma at the age of 20, hee pretty good deal eh xD

I cant believe how am I gonna survive without college. I mean without seeing my crazy but freakin lovely honies and just work and home for 5 days, gosh that's gonna kill some of my body cells >"< But I would for sure hang out with you guys when Im having off, I promise :D

Okay, full time job here we come !!!

But before that, it's clubbin time :)) Hah ! gonna go for some drink and dance first before I start my painful 6am job !!! Pls, I'm seriously wondering when can I stop waking up at 6am in th the freakin cold morning, I wanted my sweet dreams and warm blanket. Eventhough I know summer is coming, but still waking up in such early morning wasnt my habit nor I'm liking it in anyway.

Sadly I just have to accept the fact that if it's not because of my lovely workmates in hotel and the salary Im getting, I wouldnt give a shit about waking up from my dreams so early ARGH ~! Calm down michelle, think about the money and your workmates and your funny managers, hah you feel better :D

*Oh yeah btw today was my first day wearing contacts as well, pretty dry eyes >"< But it wasnt hard though, better than what I expected, heeeee :D

Lemon on wound

Msn chat box is ringing and I picked up the call.

It was mom.

What I dont want to hear is heard. And I have no choice but to accept it.

I am asking myself what will I feel when I heard it but no answer came out from my inner brain. I'm out of words and just stuck there for minutes.

Tears? Dried up before they touched my face. The air around seemed too dry for anything, even my troat. My breathing is not in normal pace as well, it's an irregular inhale and exhale.

So end the call and here I am. But dont worry, I will be strong and be with you. I will do my best and pray hard. Pls let me be there for you.

:'(

The Expendables !!!

*Screams*

Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!



OMG. The Expendables is so AWESOME !!!

♥ Jason Statham ♥

It was a brand new monday and our last monday in college. We headed college for the final exam of Business Statistics. Luckily it wasn't hard, pretty much just repeating the exam like high school maths :)) Finished up the exam and we're free to go for lunch. We were supposed to go for events class, but end up facebooking and spamming each others wall xD

Facebooking half way and realised that it was monday. That means MOVIE DAY :))

Every monday was the day that worth watching movies, cuz it's cheap hehe, $10. (well dont compare to msia guys, your wallet will hurt >"<) So, while checking which movie was available, the expendables came up :)) OMG !!!

Straight away my mind was stuck to jason statham cuz I've watched the trailer over and over again (I'm not crazy). It was such an urge to run to the cinema and just sat ther waiting for him to show up in the screen. Without second thought, we head city xD

Bought our ticket, got out easy way bubble tea drink which we craved every single day for the pearls and here we go, FIRST in the cinema ! LOL, cant wait a second to get the movie started !!! People started coming in, ads started to go on screen and finally the lights dimmed down ...

*Freakin excited*

BAM !!!

First scene was a giant ship with a bunch of people from dunno which country, holding hostages by pointing huge guns at their skull, recording video, threating the one that should be watching video, wanted ransom. Hah, how cool is that?

The next moment, all the bunch of people are on laser red light, targeted. And all the stars are out, including Jason.

I almost scream when I saw his charming face, killer's eyes holding the awesome gun and look at the camera. OMG, Im dead. Killed by the hotttttttttttttttt guy !!! ♥

Of cuz the movie was awesome and all the stars were great as well, for example jet li was famous for his 'because I'm smaller' quote xD. But my attention just cant stop focusing on Jason and Jason only whenever he is in the scene. How bad I am to consider as a watcher @@

But anyway, the movie was awesome ! Full of amazing quotes, gun firing, action, fighting and skilled driving scenes. It's worth watching :))

So here we go after movies were dinner and karaoke, hah ! Details were too much for this post, so check it out next time yeh xD

After all, still >>>

Oh my Jason ... ♥

What is this ?

Argh !!!

Accomodation management !!! You're making me going crazy @@

Can anyone tell me what is asset register? what does it do? what does it contain? do we need to calculate the depreciation of it? how bout asset labelling system?

Crap ! Kirsten I need you nowwwwwwwwwww !

*p/s this is my last assignment, yay !!!*

michelle, finish it, it's the last one, cheer up :)

okay, back to work now >>>>> @.@

Last 3 days

So, our 4th term had come to an end. Again.

It's unbelievable that time fleed so fast. I wouldn't believe it's the last week we would stay together in class anymore :( All the happy times while we're having break, fighting times in class while the lecture wasnt paying attention, nervous time while exams are around the corner and we havent study at all. Oh, I'm gonna miss it. And miss it so badly :(

To be honest, when I first came to this college, it wasn't what I imagine of. Probably I should say quite disappointed with the facilities. They doesn't provide sports, or real lecture halls or anything like a real traditional college would do. But, due to the amazing people behind that is trying their very best to make it looks like, I would give in :)

No matter how bad the surrounding is, when you're meeting with great awesome people, everything doesnt matter anymore. Because in the end what we care the most is who we are with. All the lectures that brought us so much knowlegde and real life practises, friends we meet all around the world that brings us joy and coloured our life like rainbow.

You might complain about things but in the end you realised, all that incomplete is the little things you would remember and crap about when you're out of college. If everything is too perfect, you will not even realise you're living your life.

Assignments that have been ruining our sleeping life for every single term, thanks to you that make up so much fun for us. It's because of this we all came together and have time to spend together, topics to chat with. And we still will (crap ! still have degree to go >"<) be appreciate eventhough you often ruin our life and sweet dreams :)))

Hahaha, I'm not a very touching person that would go very deeply into tears and stuff, so here I'm about to end and enjoy the last 3 days with all my honiessssssssssssssssssssssss

New life era, I'm comin' :D

Wonderful celebration !

Olala.

Such an exhausted day crazy 4 had had. From morning lecture to submitting assignment to final exam to present buying to suprise planning to dinner to celebration basically took up all out physical strength and mental strength.

But it was worth it. We totally enjoyed it and no regrets of puting this party on. Although most of the time we're freezing but we really had a good time and laugh till out stomach can burst. Seriously, I would wanna have this again, such an awesome moment.

Anyway, chimpanzee's bday is coming up. Hehe, time to plan for another one :D

Muahahahaha, I ♥ birthdays !!!! :))))

Bro

Here is a letter for my dear bro:

Hey bro wassup !

First of all, this guy in pic is my bro. Adrian Lu who was born and brought up in India but, he's a chinese (who dont know how to speak chinese xD).

We knew each other last year during out college trip to Hunter Valley. Actually, we knew each other's existance in the trip but never really talk. Until one day I was hanging around in library and bro was there doing assignment. We started talking and what we talked? Rent =="

What a starting conversation. LOL.

It all happen so fast that we became very best fren just in a few days. Main reason is we have many in common and out age group is the same. All the frens in college are elder than me, some even married and have kids. Pretty much not much topic we can actually crap about.

But bro was different. You was just a year elder than me and we started hanging out and chat everyday. I was so lucky that I found such a best friend like that in Sydney since I came here. You were always there and we're getting closer everyday (craping everyday as well LOL)

You were like a big bro and sometimes when I'm having problem, you would be the one stand by me and solve it with me together. Since my parents is so far away, he is like a big bro to me. Guide me through and of cuz having fun at the same time. Having almost the same background culture makes you understands me more and vise versa. We would understand out thoughts cuz we're almost tuned in the same way.

Hah, what a pair of bro :D

And then Crazy 4 comes along and we used to hang out together a lot and go crazy. Although we had times that misunderstood and disagreement. But all of that is passed and we could solved it all. I dont know how you all treat a friendship. But for me, once a friend, it's forever a friend. I'll never do things to ruined the friendship. Maintain it is part of my lifetime job and I have no regrets doing it.


So, it's your big day and I'm here sincerely wish you a very merry happy birthday. Its my pleasure knowing you and such lucky I am to have a bro like you. Honestly, I really am. My life in Sydney would have been pretty grey and dull without you here. So, cheeeerrrrrrsssssss !!!!!!!!



Finally, much to express but only simple wish will do all the work and it contains all my concern. Love you lots bro ♥

Is this the end?

So.

Everything seems clear now.

What's being wondering, is fixed. What's being questioned, is answered. What's been waiting to happen, is happenned.

Once the cloud is over, the sun will shines again.

It's defined that everything remained in the same spot is the best solution. No hope, no fall. Eventhough sometimes you will still wishing, but clear hint had been given and you just have to accept the fact that it is not what you think.

Feeding yourself more and more hope doesnt help. I find it useful when you treat your mind strong and direct it to the way you want it to be. Dont let it roams around cause by the time you realised, you've already been trapped.

I've been curious and confused. But now, I shouldnt ruined the whole thing. So I will make up my mind and everything will stay the way it is :D

So, wake up and realise.

What?

What?

I dont know.

Huh?

*Shakes head*

Pretty much this post is boring (stop reading at this point and close this tab would help :) )

I have no idea why I wrote this post at the first place, probably just to annoy you and waste your time cuz Im wasting mine LOL

Something I have been wondering for awhile came up clear in my mind. That, hah this is probably not the right option yet. So, who cares? Live my life now happily as I can ;))

What will come, will come. So do as bro said : Just chill xD

Hah, good one ;)

Heart wrenching

I have no idea what happened to myself. Did my heart just wrenched?

If yes, why?

Jealousy is something that you cant control. It just happen to be like that and you just happen to feel it.

Whatever man, I dont wanna have this feeling,

GO AWAY !!!

Skiing

Omg.

I cant tell how happy and excited I am to go snowy mountain and eventually learn how to ski. Thats was the most beautiful scenery and sport I have ever had in my entire life. Snow isnt something that you can see in your daily life especially if you're in a country without four seasons.

Just like I am, originated from Malaysia which is a super HOT country except its a little bit cooler during the rain. You would be suprise of how your mind actually works when you see snow in your own eyes. And Im saying real snow people, not artificial made that you get in like some ice house ;) White layer cover everything land, cars, trees, bulidings, just like in the movies where the western countries snows. Even when you're skiing, you're covering in snow :))))))

It was already late when we arrived on friday night at Jindabyne. So showered and went straight to bed cuz we still need to get up at 7am the next morning to start my ski journey, woot woot ^^

It doesnt really snow much the first day, it was kinda more and ice than snow, cuz when it falls on your face, it hurts >"< ! Like someone throwing tiny pieces of rocks on you .. haha but anyway, it was still great fun cuz Im taking a 2 hour lesson to learn actually how to ski, hah !

It went well actually ;) Learnt how to stop, that the most important thing. You dont wanna end up stucking youself up in some pretty high slopes and cliff, and not knowing how to ski down cuz you cant stop. That would be very pathetic, cuz no one's gonna come and rescue you except the ski petrol. They act like security. Come and pick you up if you're injured or stuck ==" I consider very embarassing though !!! >"<> times, EPIC FAIL MICHELLE !!!

Argh, cant believe I actually did that. 5 times. Omg. I know Im in first day, but still .. pretty embarassing though. Even the kids and ski better than me, ;((( But luckily, I fall only 3 times the second attempt. Hah improvement ;))

4pm arrived and we head back home to shower. Had a really nice dinner which the 2 housewives put up -- Roast chicken, salad, meat pie, sweet corn and most importantly,

apple pie and ice cream for dessert !!! YUM ♥

Went to bed with a FULL stomach and my arms are killin' me ! To be honest my muscles aint fit as before when I was in high skul, plus I put on some weight already, the stamina had actually gone down pretty much ;(( No where else hurt except arms >"<>

I survived without a single fall !!! YAY !!!

Oh man , so happy and I wanted to shout to every one that "I did it" ;))) You just cant explain how the feeling was, from something you dont know and till something that you mastered it and work throught it, it was only amazing that I can tell ;)

So I dont wanna bored you, here are some pics (check out more in facebook)

the snowing hours while Im skiing (taking with numb fingers XD)

all the vehicles are covered with snow ♥ so lovely

see how thick the snow is? this was -3 degrees LOL

me covering in snow, haha even though just 2 seconds ;))

So, having confident to ski up there was a good thing, but time concern was a bad thing. It just happen too fast that we had to head back Sydney already ;((( I hate it, I wanna continue >"<

AWESOME ♥ !!!

I really love it very muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh XD

*I would dream to go there everyday from now onwards >"< *

Life

Hey guys, come over an awesome and meaningful article and I decided to share some interesting phrases.

There you go:

Small things you do in your life , shows your Attitude towards life.

Everything happens for a Reason.

Success, Failure , Frustrations , Depression , Sadness , Happiness everything happens for a reason. Life works in a mysterious way and takes us to our destination.

Your passion lives in every thing you do, even how you treat people shows your passion.

A true friend is somebody who makes your life better.

Too much of anything is bad, so take a break once in a while.

Sometimes you have to earn your respect.

You see, some people actually figure out how to treat life better and be wise. But why there are still many people that don’t want to listen and be helped? They locked themselves in the dark room and do not allow anyone to come in.

Humans are supposed to help humans. That’s the only way we could survive and live in the same planet. There is no such thing as YOU and ME, it’s all about US.

So wake up people, let’s enjoy our life since it is not very long and never be long enough.

Most meaningful quote of all :

Life will knock you down. You can choose whether to get back up.

Contact Lenses

Olala, ok Im following the trend now to wear contact lenses XD

I know I said contact lenses wasnt good at all and blah blah blah but you know people change their mind and I did. Follow the flow of trendy contact lenses and allowing your eyes to change colour, well not that your eyes change colour but you put colour on it LOL (forgive my weird explanation) was what I did yesterday.

Gone to the city and get my eyes checked, got my prescription for lenses and hah here I bought daily coloured lenses ^^ Gray and Hazel hoho, gonna be a vampire soon ;)))) like it like it XD

But then the prob is I dunno how to wear it and most painfully take it out. Oh god, take me ages to do that man, my eye lids cant stop blinking @@ man how am I gonna wear it then ??? *gulping salive down the throat*

Anyway I have to learn as well, cuz I may be needed in the future, haha, so wish me luck ^^

Oh yea, by the way Im going snowy mountain 2moro guys ;))) Seeing real snow !!!!
YAY !!!!
Here I come, hahahaha XD

Outings

Haha. Yes, we went outings again ^^

This time out target is Bondi Beach and Ice Rink.

Too bad the ice skating was too crowded and we end up playin in the beach ==" With our clothes half wet and went for ice skating again == freezing man @@

Anyway, photos were too much, go facebook and check it out ;)))



Hehe, yes I love them so much !!! I Love Crazy 4 !!!!

Wheeeeeee ~